i tried to do handstands for you

This is the church we have been going to, to hear music and make me feel alive for a moment.
It was only once, for a moment, briefly that I thought about Jesus. My opinion is Jesus would have liked it.
I think Jesus was a hippie, a revolutionary, someone who wanted to change the strict clauses of restraint then.

I also don't think he would be happy with today.
Today's church that is.
Some of it.
Jesus would have liked the music.
Lifting happy souls up to the rafters.
Jesus would have liked the gays,
as long as everyone has someone.

But what do I know, I am just a crazy hippie.

here is a church and here is a steeple

reminds me of my grandparents,
who did not go to church to hear music drunk.

it's cold in my apartment,
another of the joys of living in a cheap place.
sometimes you have no say.

and I am too harsh on people.
and would give another chance if it was asked for.

I've discovered that most people would be no where without second chances.

tonight I am getting shitcanned.
just to see what happens,
me and my partner in crime.

i keep my eyes on the prize,
the prize being good times,
and making life not about what we need to do
but what we feel like doing.