I'm haunted.

by these shivers, of up and down, up and down.
and I thought I might have had enough liquid courage to open my mouth,
and I did. but I didn't get all the answers.
he'll never give me all the answers. he is more of a messed up ball of string then I am.
and so manly.
he's so god damn manly.
with his confused ideas,
and his strong ways.

I don't think the man is ready for me.