Today is Friday anyways

I have decided to start a blog because I am always thinking so many things and I feel like I am going through so many changes, I need to write.
Maybe it will calm me down, maybe it will even me out, make the things I deem so terrible, not so terrible.
Hoping.

I went to an arcade today in Union station. It seemed like an odd place for it.
Amongst all the suits, all the money and angst.
And the weirdest people were there.
A guy in a suit, playing the shooting gun game and drinking a Mike's hard lemonade.
Mike's hard lemonade in the arcade!
and a mother and her teenage son. they were the exact same size and playing the pin ball games.
They were very serious about it.

I played pinball. I pretty much sucked.

Off early today, which is good because I worked late last night.
Tired, and just getting over being sick.

Of course I am paranoid now, thinking that the veins in my legs are popping out.
I think things like that all the time.
I am one of those, what do you call them,

hyperconreaics?

That's another thing I suck at. Spelling,
I have not decided yet if I will spell check. yes I will,
just note I couldn't spell the above word.

I am also hungry,
something I often am.

One thing I will say in the first of many differences I am sure I will point out between living in Toronto ( where I am now ) and the Maritimes (where I am from).
I have only lived here for about 4 months, so I am still adjusting to the change.

Not that I am a young fresh no nothing.

I did live in Asia for 2 years and a bit.
And I am glad I had that experience, or maybe I could not handle Toronto at all.

Anyways back to the point:
I think more about eating here.
Its like everyone in the Maritimes loves to eat, and we eat whatever we want.

Here everyone around me seems to analyze ever morsel they put into their mouths.

I don't like it! I don't want to feel guilty about food.

I mean, I eat healthy, I do. I try.
But that does not mean I am not going to have some sour keys on the couch every night or pizza on Friday.
You have to enjoy life.

That's what I say.