you have had me in a vortexand I've been trying to climb out, but not really.
I don't feel like I have a place to get out of it.
Or no choice to getting out really.
And I'm smoking to my again,
thinking I'm all screwed up again, Because I have a man in my life.
It should be making me better, not worse.
I wanna turn this thing around,
but I also want to get caught in a vortex again, where I forget about everyone I know, but him and
his eyes.
which really are like pools of something I am not sure if I can dip in to any more, any further, without falling in too deep.
I am already in too deep,
but I am a strong swimmer
and I am writing good songs about him
because he's a very appropriate
fucked up man
and that's my type.
