bob dylan and coffee thoughts

I quit smoking.
over a month ago.
So when I want to reflect,
it's only you now blog.

It's a thoughtful morning.
I looked up pictures on facebook of my first love,
he got married in the summer.
I heard it, but I guess I never really registered it.

It kind of feels like I am stuck behind everyone else,
and they get the smiling bike ride and the beautiful balloons.

sometimes I feel like I am lost, and I won't be found.
Sometimes I feel like I am right where I am supposed to be.

I'm holding on to hope, that I am doing what is right.
for me.
for now.