crawling out

I am crawling out of my bad stage.
Leaving it behind and I move beyond it and all the feelings I have
Like I can't
And I won't
I am crawling out,
and leaving behind
everything
as the summer was my prince
sweeping me back on my feet
in the fall he left me ( the prince that is, who is nothing in reality but a metaphor for my life)
but I have a feeling he will come back,
the prince crawling and begging me to be better.