Wednesday, August 27, 2008

mix-up head

I have been having trouble sleeping lately.
I barely ever have trouble sleeping.
I am wondering if it's my life being too much of a mix-up.
Maybe my head is upset with never knowing what is going on.
Maybe it wants to know when my next vacation is, when I can see Fou May, when life can be normal.
I just feel like I have been on a rocking rollarcoaster for so long now.
I maybe need to be bored.
I need to do the same thing for more than a few months,
I need benefits, and vacation time and a regular pay check.

Is that too much to ask?

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